I totally understand, big dan, this franchise sucks the life out of you, and the older you get, the harder it gets to endure. When you are younger its easy to brush off excruciating losses like yesterday and say "we'll get'em next year", because your life is seemingly filled with next years, but as you get older and your own mortality comes into focus, you do start to wonder why you are wasting so much of the little time you have left on a team that brings you nothing but heartbreak year after year, and there is definitely a natural impulse to say I'll still follow the team IN SEASON, just not as religiously as I used too. To be perfectly honest, I'm not nearly as consumed with this team as I was in my younger days, to an extent I've already pulled back some. Admittedly this year pulled me back in to where I became heavily invested in the outcome again, but of course it ended the way it always ends for this franchise. Once again the reward for caring was a swift kick in the balls, so I COMPLETELY understand where you are coming from, I feel the exact same way today, still a Jets fan, will be till they put me in the ground, but once again I have far less motivation to follow the day to day activities to the same fanatical degree I did as a younger man.